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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806378

So as you might be aware of, I have been rather inactive lately. This mostly has to do with me being at my family for the duration of the last two weeks, and thus not having any accesibility to my PC. However there's also another reason behind my prolonged inactivity. I will not go into any details, but the basic idea is the fact that I have been accumulating an increasingly amount of stress over the course of November and December. I had been getting snappier and snappier at people on the forums and generally behaved like a dick even when it wasn't needed. I have already apologised for this behaviour last week and will not do so again, but I still wanted to bring it up to explain why exactly I decided to take a break for the last two-three weeks.

Because of my stress I had been struggling to complete my tasks for school whilst failing to do my job properly here. Not just that, I'd been struggling to keep up with my own real life relationships whilst not properly taking care of my own health as well.

In short: my life had been getting shit and I didn't do anything to try and resolve that.

I decided to use the winter holidays to my advantage. I was away from a PC for a longer period and could instead focus on my family, school and my own mental health. I'd been keeping up with my forum duties as well as talking to anyone that had a question over Steam, but came to meetings less whilst also generally not joining the TS.

And I have to say that this prolonged break has really revitalised me. I'm more energetic and generally feeling happier with myself and am glad to have taken the time (properly taken the time for once) to sort out myself instead of sorting out others.

I'm happy to announce that today is the day I am returning home from my break and will thus be able to continue my work and efforts within the community. I will, however, be more careful with how I spend my time from now to avoid this from happening again.

I might also not be overly active today and tommorow because I'll be spending a lot of my time working on a school project that I have to hand in tommorow evening.

Before properly finishing this post I'd also like to thank some people for being there to talk to me when I was feeling a little less than good. Although not all of these have been equally helpful, the fact alone that they responded or even showed an interest in my general well being is good enough for me.

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Seriously, thank you. It's helped me massively and I greatly appreciate the help.

So... yeah! I'll be back starting today and will properly and actively return to all the servers I'm staff on over the course of the coming two weeks. Can't wait to see you all again! ^.^
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806380

Welcome back Raeker.
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806381

Hope for the best from now on, wb bro <3
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806382

Time for you to head out on a mission for the #bb00bb revolution.
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806383

welcome bak best admin
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806384

Welcome back
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806385

Sally wrote:
Time for you to head out on a mission for the #bb00bb revolution.
How's that going, though? Wasn't the only supporter Studio Banter who apparently died whilst making Roblox maps? I'm all for revolutions but I'm not sure if I want to be on the losing side.
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806388

glad to help you lad, if you ever need me feel free to message me, i changed my steam name to <<ALFA
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806397

Fuck off and go drink some gin and tonic you 90 year old man.
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806398

Fred Wroolie The Christmas Whore wrote:
Fuck off and go drink some gin and tonic you 90 year old man.

Shut up u use an Xbox Kinect mic mate don't chat shit to my man


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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806399

A Good Pianist wrote:
Fred Wroolie The Christmas Whore wrote:
Fuck off and go drink some gin and tonic you 90 year old man.

Shut up u use an Xbox Kinect mic mate don't chat shit to my man


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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806403

Niet meer doen he!!! Gwn hier blijven! !!
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806407

Welcome back man, good luck with that project!
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806412

welcome back my dude
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806430

Welcome back man :D
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806436

Welcome back my dude!!!
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806446

Welcome Back! Back Online and better than ever!
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806447

Welcome back Raeker!
I hope you have sorted everything out and will get back on your feet, your own health
is the most important over everything, so be careful. And im sure people would understand
that you need some time of to figure everything out. Finish school, and try to be happy
with your beloved once and your friends!
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806471

Welcome back man i hope everything that is current going in your life get even better . See you in steam or ts mate
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I'm back! 6 years 4 months ago #806472

Yay now xnator won't have the 2nd highest activity in the ttt HA team
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