I got too much work and its becoming a chore to keep doing my duties and getting my time. There are plenty of reasons why I wanted to resign such as getting annoyed of constant attention of (DATA REDACTED) and having to deal with a ton of stuff irl. It might sound like nothing is happening if you talk with me, but trust me there is. That's the same for a lot of people. I just need a break as I feel like I'm falling out of shape for this position. I might come back near summer even winter when things get more calm in my life. I won't be leaving zarp or anything though.
Heres a thank you post:
Alexander2k: You were the person to motivate me to apply in the first place again after 2015. You always seemed liked you knew what you were doing and you gave me competition, your a major part of why I was still keeping my rank. Dw, I'll keep in touch.
JJ121314: You are very important to me in helping what I was wishing to accomplish in my time as staff on deathrun. You gave me information when I needed it and helped me in situations where I was failing or didn't know what to do due to a lack of knowledge.
SarahAnne: You are such a great person. You help everyone that requires your help and your extremely friendly. You are another massive part of why I was still holding on.
AnnieMontana: Was a massive troll and still hate her. Helped me with my lack of knowledge and situations where I couldn't think of what to do. Thank you. (for hosting meetings)
Bazaraxe: You have taught me a ton of things that even the others didn't know about and you always seem calm no matter what. You were a great help to me and the team. (correction: baz is a crybaby)
A Good Pianist: You pushed me to my limits in some situations on the server and helped me perceive situations in a better way.
Raeker: I swear everyone puts you in their thank you's but you have a special spot for me. You have helped so many people including me with everything. For this alone you have earn't my respect. But there's so much more to talk about, not enough page here.
All the CM team: massive trolls
Polsee: Almost forgot about you. Great help to the server, also, do you like cyka in your coffee?
Austrian: Great lad, I won't forget you leaving.
Evoque: long gone I think, but still in my memories. Probably one of the best SA's I've known.
Bhavya: I think you deserve a spot on here for how much determination you have to keep poking me and asking to get moved into my spacer. Anyway, I hope everything goes well for you.
Dezmond: Boosting playercount
Windows: Gave me competition and was a fun guy to hang around with. Hope we stay in contact.
sorle: Also gave me some hard competition. (just saying, competition for me is fun, not saying it in a bad way!) Was an amazing staff member and helped out the server a lot.
Yuuhi Katagiri? (I think): Played with you back in 2015-2016, and you were a great guy. Hope everything is still good for you if you are reading this.
hellforce: doesnt even get color or bold an no good grammer because I hete him. much love, you helped the server and for that you earnt me disrespect
aek177: much love, thanks for talking with me in ts!
I can't really think of any others right now except all the staff team of deathrun that has helped the server stay alive and healthy. I could list many, many names but I'd think this post would become a bit too long. Know that I might just be having a small crisis and could possibly revoke but right now I don't feel like it is a small crisis for me. There are many more reasons for why I have resigned but I'd rather stick to some of the main ones. I'm sorry Sarah, I'm most likely not going to revoke and apply for HA as I feel like I'm still very lacking in knowledge, charisma and leadership for even SA. I just need a break and time to rethink how I should act and how to improve on my very-well annoying and immature personality at times. I'm sorry If I forgot some really important person to me in my thank you list.
thanks for reading and uh have a nice day. also no haters pls christian community
and no this is not an attention seek, im serious