TOPIC: Learnt something about my self.

12:15 AM Tuesday. Sitting in my office on youtube, untill i hear my sister shout for my mum for help.
I decide to go down to see what is wrong, to find my sister on the floor in tears upset because of the cat she has had for the past almost 10 yrs, is on the floor, back legs not working, thorwing everything up.

At first I was fine, it did not get to me much, but it was when the cat threw up, and then stared at my sister in the eyes, and then hearing my sister getting more upset, i broke.

At this point i'm starting to begin to be upset, be frustrated and angry. My emotions get bottled up, and then come out.

I helped them get the cat in the box so they could get to the vet. The only problem i have is when upset i get angry(Child hood stuff). So i went to my room, grabbed my sparing gloves, and just started to punch the wall, Didn't want to stop, but i had too.


I learnt the 1 reason why i do not like having pet personally. Because i become attached to them, They become family, and then to see how it affects everyone else, it just breaks me, and puts me in to the person i hate.

Currently, the cat that use to be mine, now my sisters, is just laying next to me, and this cat had been next to me every time i've been ill, angry or upset, so how i'm gonna be when she goes i do not know.


The worst thing about this, was just seeing how my sister was. and being the brother, you hate to see your sister like it, and you try your best to prevent it, but as soon as that fails, you dought your self.


TBH i couldn't care if this got 0 views, 0 replies, This was just a place for me to talk, and releave in a way that wasn't punching something.


Now i'm gonna scroll through zarp forums to cheer me up and take my mind away from things


-Anon

*Doubt
Yo.. poor cat. Hope he gets better.

Niko wrote:
it's 1am i'm surprised i did that good at spelling xD.
Plus why are you even awake

The cat(She) probs won't she's had a severe heart murmur for her life, and she's about 10 yrs now, so she's kinda old.

Cause im in america

Aw man you've earned my respect in this post, You're a really good brother and we all feel that emotional when someone we've had in our lifes gets ill or is in danger, We automatically react emotional and I'm along side you, I get angry and sad when somethings happens, You're all good buddy thanks for this topic!

Sorry for the cat man.
A dog is a mans best friend. Which is why i have so many.

Jordz wrote:
Thanks Jordan .

Unfortunately the cat of 11 yrs. Had to be put down. She had a blood clot in the rear side causing everything at the back half to go limp. She also had some desiese forming on herintestings.

ATM my sister's upset but that's normal. And my knuckles are swore res and 1 is crushed to be added to the other lol. Now I have 2 crushed knuckles on the same hand lol.

I try to make light of the situations that are bad or try to make some jokey references to focus the mind to something positive, at first some people just think I'm being a d**k xD



-Anon

Even if you get very angry, its worse for the situation to lash out onto walls and stuff, go for a walk or something. Trust me, I had 3 brothers who did the exact same thing every time they gotbmad, and it comes back to bite you in the ass. Sorry for your loss though. Also, buy a journal or something because seeing things like this on here make me depressed

Sucks to hear :/
If something happens to her cat,you could try making her happy and get a cat that looks the same.That's what I did when my cat was gone,so I could forget.

Sorry to hear about that cat man..