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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67519

I have just received some information about this weeks mod app Discussion i would like to say a few comments if that cool ...

Firstly, Hi my name is Joe and i am not a fake person as was said in the Team speak server Apparently someone said that i 'was a very disrespectful player at first then i realised that i could get mod and started to be nice....' i am very hurt by this comment because it is not true at all. i am very hurt by this comment and very annoyed in myself.

i love this playing on this server and the last thing i am is a Fake . Truthfully i came on this server to troll with my friends that was at my house at the time and Moga and tom were on at the time i was just swearing after i died Etc... and then i realised i liked this server and played on it more and more and started not to swear ever again.... i didn't swear once after this and i still get spiteful comments like this about me... who ever said this about me i would like to know please i just need to speak to them if thats cool i fully accept that i got DENIED for my app that cool but that comment was very spiteful :/ i am definately not a sore loser just to add so i hope that u believe my story because it is the truth.


The staff member who said this about me i am fine with u as a person but not that comment so please reply on this Topic and add me on steam so we can have a clear up thanks :'( .
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67521

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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67522

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Exrobite, this was not need, yes the song was was suppose to make him "happy" but instead of posting a song you could of seen if he needed someone to talk to or give him some words of wisdom. -Red

I have no idea what happened in your application or what was said but I can tell you that if someone has a problem with you, you do right asking them to talk it out with you. Don't give up or stop caring because that would show everyone what you don't want and that is you don't care. Just put your head down and keep on trucking there is always another week to prove yourself.
Good Luck!

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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67523

I was not in the meeting at the time you were denied so IDK what happened.
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67524

when i first started and applied for DR , i got my first deny and i was seriously sad , but then i didn't give up , i just kept applying till i finally got the role Never stop trying , always try and try , and you will reach your goal - N/A 2014 , even if someone says something bad about you , prove to them that your not what they said .
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67526

To be honest, this forum post is useless as we told you the reason so you could improve. If you have a problem with anyone in the servers, you can ask the staff team/lead team
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67527

this isnt useless....... i want to know who it was.....
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67528

I did like to know who has been giving you this information. And as soon as possible please.
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67529

Its was [Moderator] Hazmat
.......
sorry if u get in trouble hazmat hope u dont
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67532

Tom, was it u that made this comment
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67555

i know how you fell.
my last mod application got denied because i was known as a big rule breaker.
first: there wasnt any proof that i ever have broke a rule
second: they dinidt say what rules i broke

so i know how you feel man.
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67558

You have been send information that we spoke about during the meeting by Hazmat? If this is true Hazmat has broken NDA. Staff members are never allowed to give any information we have talked about during the meeting. It's sad that you're feeling down, but just get over it since there is not any other option avaialble. Just make a new application and it'll be reviewed next week.
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67566

I was denied 3 times on my first mod app. It was really long time ago. But being denied gives some advices that you need to improve on something. If you will im pretty sure that you will be accepted.
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67619

ok thanks AlmostLost
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #67620

ive listened to the song like 10 times lel :D
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #68120

Hello Jellybeansjoe16, I did not respond to this post on the day I first read it, so now I am here to do so. I also got denied on my first moderator application. It sure did not feel good, because it's a straight message telling that there is something wrong between you and the staff. I was even banned for 2 weeks for threating to DDoS a superadmin, and look at me now, I'm an admin, i have won my trust back and I have some good friends from the staff. Never surrender when reaching for your dreams, always remember that every second of your life is a step closer to something you love. Take a look from someone elses perspective, what features can you train about yourself? Always remember to treat others fairly, and be kind. If you just wait and get some even more experience, I'm sure you will become a moderator one day.

Hope this helps with you feeling down, just raise your head and try even harder next time :)

Good luck with you next application.
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Im feeling very down 9 years 7 months ago #68146

Thank you so much for ur inspirational words Chubby :D feeling more happy now :D
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