Due to some personal issues that may soon arise I will not be able to keep up my staffing duties for a while.
I'm gonna try to focus on other things to make sure I won't put more stress on myself than need be.
On top of that, I don't want my personal issues to get in the way of my staffing duties, and I don't want my staffing duties to get in the way of my personal life. As that kinda is more important.
The Community Team has been informed, and I don't know when I'll be back.
Let's just hope it's soon. I'll try my best to stay on steam & Teamspeak, but I may sometimes not respond.
[EDIT]
Some people seem to not understand what's going on, currently, I'm hanging with friends quite a lot, as well as playing games to help me relieve stress and draw my attention from whatever is going on around me. As the issues, I am dealing with are issues I myself have no say in. (I cannot do anything about the situation) but it does impact me on an emotional scale.
The reason why I often play different games, (like I've said before) is to draw attention from those situations. Don't get me wrong though, I often am still AFK (even in those games) talking with and messing about with my friends who are around me quite a bit.(they are staying over)
Now for the reason why I am staying away from Zarp staffing for a while.
As some people know both meetings & staffing on the servers can be really stressful, not everyone knows it but some do.
I don't want my personal issues to get in the way of my decision making, I can very quickly be annoyed in this state (state of insecurity) and I don't wanna do things I'll regret either.
And at last,
I don't want to put any stress on myself for a little while.
The issue I am dealing with currently leaves me in a very insecure state, I'm awaiting something terrible to happen, and I know for almost 100% that it will soon happen.
If I am stressed when it actually happens, the chances of me getting a full-on mental breakdown are huge.
And once that happens, well... I guess nobody has to be a genius to see what's gonna happen then.
I'm unsure when I do return
But I'll most likely return once this entire thing has happened, and I have recovered from the "terrible thing" that I mentioned above.
The reason I made this update...
Is because I want to make this more clear to some people, as well as clear this up for some people, as I was contacted by others asking why I was playing other games when I was "inactive"
And because I want to give you guys a bit more of a clear insight of what's going on.
However with the exception of Forums...
Forums aren't hard to manage, and since I do sometimes just waste my time going over the forums to see what's going on,
staffing it won't be difficult. I will keep an eye on the forums and try to answer any questions on TS.
~Anna & Akemi