TOPIC: Giving myself what I deserve.

zarpgaming.com/index.php/forum/staff-dis...e-break?limitstart=0

I don't deserve to remain staff, I can't be trusted with powers in any way at all. It's painful, but I've just trampled my last 6 months of work, and I can't just stay like this.

Thank you to everyone who, though they probably hate me for this now, stayed with me through my time as staff, and helped me to get through the past 6 months.
ZARP has always been something that helps me to calm myself in times where I couldn't cope, but yesterday some stuff happened, I came online this morning and for some reason, all that I did to try to calm myself was to abuse my powers, and this is where I have ended up. Here is the cliché thank you list, in no particular order:



I wish you all the best, but I can't stay with this.

I'm sorry.

We will still be voting on your demotion regardless.

You don't have to resign, you can work on re-building trust with the community. Good luck on whatever you're gonna do next though.

You know it wasn't allowed yet you still did it...

All this is un-needed honestly dont make yourself look all innocent seriously you fucked up and it was your fault and for your own greed to gain advantage over a user. (For fucking non vip printers)

Stop bowing like a Japanese and look up.

Studio Banter wrote:
XDD

Jawson wrote:
INNOCENT? I'm not innocent. It's clear what I did, and this is what I deserve.

Can I speak to you for a second on ts?

im like 20 mins because im still banned :/

TheXnator wrote:
Stopping play the "this is what I deserved" card. I would appreciate it more if you apologised and left it for us to vote on because its clear you still want to be staff.

_Max wrote:
Although he fucked up at least while as staff he wasnt lazy as fuck

and I have seen other people do more and get away with it :/

Evilstewie. wrote:
they are doing worse and got away with it....why dont u report them?

hamad711 wrote: without proof nothing can be done, not everyone records 24/7

I'll revoke my resignation and let the Lead Team decide what I deserve.

I personally think you should receive a warning and remain on the staff team. Yes there has been some serious abuse of power, but I don't think a few minutes of abuse should discredit all the hard work and effort you have put into this community. You have been a fantastic staff member and you have already apologised and acknowledged what you've done wrong, and I'm sure it would be a good thing for the community to see you continue on as a staff member.

I'm honestly shocked and kinda pissed off because of this..... The lead team spent so much time entertaining your minecraft idea and getting together to discuss it which is now all gone to waste. I can't speak for the others but I'm personally disappointed because I wanted you to go so far and get every staff position you wanted. I really didn't expect this from you and its really shows that when people think they know someone they don't.

It's quite clear you want to remain staff and are trying to use the sympathy card to get your way.

I really hope that this time the lead team see some sense and demote you as it's clear that you don't understand how your power should be used. Your misuse of the power, that you are trusted to use to make the server a better place, potentially drove players away from the server. This isn't just a case of severe neglected it's a deliberate and malicious use of power.

The fact you did this over something so trivial shows how little you truly value your position.

It was a really shitty looking base aswell lmaooo. And that on zarp ssrp which is 90% luck and 10% skill lmaoooooo.
Overall
Lmaooooooooooooooooooo

This was a sad tale of events wasn't it?

Why on Earth did you think it was a good idea to do any of this, why do any of it? All the work you put into your minecraft server regardless of if it was accepted or not will be for nothing now.

You had alot of work done on the mc server,You were staff on 4 different servers, You were good at being staff too and now its kind of all gone to waste