After a long talk with some friends, I have decided to stay for now. They told me that I should come back after my ban and try hard not to follow what everyone else is doing but just do what I feel is right. Thank you guys for persuading me to stay. The number one reason why i was going to leave was because I found it hard to balance school and zarp but I now have a study period to do the work that I need to catch up on. Again thanks everyone for your support.