TOPIC: Public Apology Before My CM Ban

Hey guys, I’m going to be cm banned in the next few days for joining ssrp with citizen hack so I wanted to take that time to make an apology publicly on the forums before I’m banned from all zarp platforms and no longer have the chance to do so.

I apologize for my recently poor attitude, I’ve been extremely stressed with school and shit, and I’ve been taking it out on members of the community. I know that’s not an excuse or anything, but I just wanted to make it known. I also want to publicly apologize to Brother Alphabet because I’ve unloaded a lot of my stress/anger on to him as of late, so I wanted to put this on here as well so he sees it because I probably won’t have an opportunity to see him and apologize to him personally.

I also apologize for joining ssrp with citizen hack, to be honestly I mainly just wanted to dick around with people and bhop since it was late at night on s1 and all everyone was doing was cfing. While I have no excuse for doing this, I know it was a mistake on my part and I should not have done it. I just figured there was no harm if I was just bhopping around and my aimbotting or raiding anyone, which was a poorly made decision on my part and I should have used better judgement.

Sorry for my mistakes everyone, I know many of you will forgive me, but the cm team will not.

Chute/EMP/Tyler/Captain
I’m sorry I let you guys down, I promised you guys things would be different and that I wouldn’t mess up, but yet here we are in this situation sadly. While I may have messed up, I think we can atleast find some common ground and agree that I have made many improvements since my return. Chute/EMP know damn well that the old me would have been cm banned in under a week, and I made it 8 entire months while trying to be an active and involved member of the community, so that’s got to count for something right?

Onion/Xnator
Sorry to let you guys down, but this post also serves as my resignation. I figured I would do it this way so that I could say goodbye to the server and my staff rank on my own terms before it is forcefully removed from me. Thank you guys for trusting me with powers and allowing me to achieve staff ranks that many felt I wasn’t ready for, didn’t deserve, or shouldn’t have. It’s been real guys.

Everyone Else
I won’t bother making a long list of honorable mentions because you guys know who you are. Thanks for making the months I’ve spent here good ones. I had never attempted to be a part of the community because I was hardcore on the FP Salt Wagon, and never really gave it a chance. But I’m glad I did this time around so thanks for everything and I’ll miss you guys.

To be honest I teared up and cried a little bit making this post, and I sadly won’t be around much this weekend to enjoy my last days in the community because I’m at home and my PC is in my dorm room. So I just want to say it’s been real guys and if you ever want to get it touch just add me on steam.