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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878126

As my time progressed since Christmas people's hate towards me started to increase. Which is partly my fault and partly that people just enjoy hating on others over the internet. This started getting my attitude downhill. At the start I felt like I'm doing a great job now I feel the opposite way. Many things did happen over these times, regarding to how people I cared about started acting to me. But this is no excuse for my actions. People who started acting/treating me shit, I became petty towards them and grabbed what ever I could to cause them problems. Although this was within rightful, definitely not needed and disgusting. There are people who hate me, and they have a reason to do so. And I respect that, but the thing that absolutely kills me is there are others who hate on me because of pure immaturity and childishness. So how about we get a clean page and start all over again with the old Skeleton you met in December. I'm going to put all my thoughts of others in a little box and shove it somewhere far away. Let's see what happens, and if you guys can do the same.

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878129

Just stop trying so hard to get superadmin......	DEADMONSTOR Offline Former Owner Posts: 9276 Thanks received: 3799 Karma: 80
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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878132

DEADMONSTOR wrote: Just stop trying so hard to get superadmin...... Nice to see you have nothing better to say. Anyways just to prove you wrong, I don't want to apply for SA or even get SA at this point.	SkeletonWarrior Offline Diamond Boarder A Pure Legend! Posts: 3262 Thanks received: 1124 Karma: 3
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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878133

Also ignore all comments besides the good ones.	Nick0GR Offline Marvelous Boarder Posts: 10798 Thanks received: 3308 Karma: -113
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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878136

SkeletonWarrior wrote:

I'm going to put all my thoughts of others in a little box and shove it somewhere far away. Let's see what happens, and if you guys can do the same.

I recommend handling them in constructive manner instead of suppressing yourself. Suppressing ones emotions only brings them more discomfort and will eventually erupt causing even more harm. Talk with people who treat you like shit and try to get their view why they do so and then ask how you could improve yourself so that they would like it. Of course you shouldn't change yourself to a way you personally dislike but having constructive feedback helps everyone improve

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878138

SkeletonWarrior wrote:

DEADMONSTOR wrote:

Just stop trying so hard to get superadmin......

Nice to see you have nothing better to say. Anyways just to prove you wrong, I don't want to apply for SA or even get SA at this point.

I did it once. I know exactly what you do. You agree with leadteam just to have a good impression. Its so fucking obvious when you do it. Just stop trying and then that way you will become better.

If you really want to be superadmin you have to stop getting out your check list and checking everything off. Just be a good admin and do your best

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878140

LonelyDodo wrote:

SkeletonWarrior wrote:

I'm going to put all my thoughts of others in a little box and shove it somewhere far away. Let's see what happens, and if you guys can do the same.

I recommend handling them in constructive manner instead of suppressing yourself. Suppressing ones emotions only brings them more discomfort and will eventually erupt causing even more harm. Talk with people who treat you like shit and try to get their view why they do so and then ask how you could improve yourself so that they would like it. Of course you shouldn't change yourself to a way you personally dislike but having constructive feedback helps everyone improve

No, I'm not going to ignore it or hide it, however I will put the past aside

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878141

DEADMONSTOR wrote:

SkeletonWarrior wrote:

DEADMONSTOR wrote:

Just stop trying so hard to get superadmin......

Nice to see you have nothing better to say. Anyways just to prove you wrong, I don't want to apply for SA or even get SA at this point.

I did it once. I know exactly what you do. You agree with leadteam just to have a good impression. Its so fucking obvious when you do it. Just stop trying and then that way you will become better.

If you really want to be superadmin you have to stop getting out your check list and checking everything off. Just be a good admin and do your best

If I wanted to have a good impression I wouldn't disagree with them 24/7. But thanks for the useful comment

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878142

SkeletonWarrior wrote:

As my time progressed since Christmas people's hate towards me started to increase. Which is partly my fault and partly that people just enjoy hating on others over the internet.

Although this is partly true, the way you're making this seem now is that a majority of the people "hating" on you are only doing it for their own enjoyment. I cannot speak for others, but I've only criticised your actions so that you can improve, not to make myself feel better. I'm sure you mean well, but I don't really appreciate that you're sweeping the critique under the rug like this by suggesting a lot of it is invalid.

This started getting my attitude downhill. At the start I felt like I'm doing a great job now I feel the opposite way. Many things did happen over these times, regarding to how people I cared about started acting to me. But this is no excuse for my actions. People who started acting/treating me shit, I became petty towards them and grabbed what ever I could to cause them problems. Although this was within rightful, definitely not needed and disgusting.

What do you mean "within rightful"? Do you mean you were within your rights to do what you have done? I mean, sure, it's somewhat true, but once again the way you're making this argument seem is like you're saying "Yeah, I did something bad, but it wasn't entirely my own fault." I don't mean to kick a dead horse here, but if you're trying to make a point then don't fill it with presumptions and accusations that only disprove that point you're trying to make.

There are people who hate me, and they have a reason to do so. And I respect that, but the thing that absolutely kills me is there are others who hate on me because of pure immaturity and childishness.

Once again you're disproving your own point. You're saying you respect the people that have a sincere hatred for you yet you call them immature and childish. You're not differentiating between the critique given by users and staff that have done so in a relatively mature, or at least somewhat collected manner and the people that join the so called "hate bandwagon", which makes your argument redundant. You're saing you "respect" their opinions yet all this post does is say the opposite.

So how about we get a clean page and start all over again with the old Skeleton you met in December. I'm going to put all my thoughts of others in a little box and shove it somewhere far away. Let's see what happens, and if you guys can do the same.

Actions speak louder than words. I know what you're trying to do here and I respect that, but the least you could do is actually start a clean slate by not accusing people of being childish and immature and by not accusing other people's opinions to be invalid.

If you truly want to start clean then start clean. You can even do that without making posts like these. Just look at Spicy, he used to be a big minge and without making a post he bettered himself. Staff always feel the need to make these things public and to get their point across, but why don't you just lay back for a few weeks by posting a lot less and by not drawing unwanted attention to yourself, improve on what you've been told to improve on and then apply for Super Admin again. Yeah, there will still be people that will hate you, but at least you can then say: "I've improved over these last few weeks." You can't do that now.

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878151

SkeletonWarrior wrote: DEADMONSTOR wrote: Just stop trying so hard to get superadmin...... Nice to see you have nothing better to say. Anyways just to prove you wrong, I don't want to apply for SA or even get SA at this point. As we can see you're off to a great start...	Bazaraxe Offline Legendary Member Ay-Yi-Yi-Yi- Posts: 2685 Thanks received: 905 Karma: 19
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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878152

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Raeker wrote:

SkeletonWarrior wrote:

As my time progressed since Christmas people's hate towards me started to increase. Which is partly my fault and partly that people just enjoy hating on others over the internet.

Although this is partly true, the way you're making this seem now is that a majority of the people "hating" on you are only doing it for their own enjoyment. I cannot speak for others, but I've only criticised your actions so that you can improve, not to make myself feel better. I'm sure you mean well, but I don't really appreciate that you're sweeping the critique under the rug like this by suggesting a lot of it is invalid.

This started getting my attitude downhill. At the start I felt like I'm doing a great job now I feel the opposite way. Many things did happen over these times, regarding to how people I cared about started acting to me. But this is no excuse for my actions. People who started acting/treating me shit, I became petty towards them and grabbed what ever I could to cause them problems. Although this was within rightful, definitely not needed and disgusting.

What do you mean "within rightful"? Do you mean you were within your rights to do what you have done? I mean, sure, it's somewhat true, but once again the way you're making this argument seem is like you're saying "Yeah, I did something bad, but it wasn't entirely my own fault." I don't mean to kick a dead horse here, but if you're trying to make a point then don't fill it with presumptions and accusations that only disprove that point you're trying to make.

There are people who hate me, and they have a reason to do so. And I respect that, but the thing that absolutely kills me is there are others who hate on me because of pure immaturity and childishness.

Once again you're disproving your own point. You're saying you respect the people that have a sincere hatred for you yet you call them immature and childish. Once again you're not differentiating between the critique given by users and staff that have done so in a relatively mature, or at least somewhat collected manner and the people that join the so called "hate bandwagon", which makes your argument redundant. You're saing you "respect" their opinions yet all this post does is say the opposite.

So how about we get a clean page and start all over again with the old Skeleton you met in December. I'm going to put all my thoughts of others in a little box and shove it somewhere far away. Let's see what happens, and if you guys can do the same.

Actions speak louder than words. I know what you're tryAing to do here and I respect that, but the least you could is actually start a clean slate by not accusing people of being childish and immature and by not accusing other people's opinions to be invalid.

If you truly want to start clean then start clean. You can even do that without making posts like these. Just look at Spicy, he used to be a big minge and without making a post he bettered himself. Staff always feel the need to make these things public and to get their point across, but why don't you just lay back for a few weeks by posting a lot less and by not drawing unwanted attention to yourself, improve on what you've been told to improve on and then apply for Super Admin again. Yeah, there will still be people that will hate you, but at least you can then say: "I've improved over these last few weeks." You can't do that now.

You looked to deep into what I wrote, I didn't mean it any of the ways you've said, I might understand what I wrote different because of English being my second language but here is a simplier version about your points.

Alot of people enjoy hating on me and have litle to no reason to do so, it is true

By "within rightful" I tried to say I never punished anyone for something they have never done or falsly we can say.

I'm only calling people who hate me for no reason childish not the people that have a reason to do so

I know actions speak louder then words but this is to the people to give me a chance and not use the past over and over again.

Hopefully I didn't make a bigger fool of myself, rip english skills

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I'm going to end this right now! 6 years 3 weeks ago #878156