Hello,
First before we even discuss this appeal let me just tell you that I don't want to see you discriminating anyone again like the way you did here, any form if disrespect is not okay.
As for your appeal you clearly were provided where you broke NLR in the screenshot provided as Solance sent you this information.
Don't tell players to commit suicide, that's utterly disgusting and if that sort of behavior continues there's going to be issues for the longevity of how long you'll be playing the server.
I've spoken to Solance and we've decided to deny this as you broke the rule and were told how and why.