After a year overall of being TTT staff & about 4 months as SA I've decided that it's time to leave, for a long period of time now. When I reapplied for TTT I hadn't found my interest back in the gamemode, it just felt bad seeing the server in such an awful state so I wanted to try and revive it, which seemingly failed. The server's passive state is just too frustrating to keep my hopes up for a full server again as I feel like updates get applied at a slightly too slow pace to be effective and it doesn't seem like the server is evolving at all.
Do not mistake this as a callout to certain people, as this is just the way I felt on the server lately and hold no grudges whatsoever, and I hope from the bottom of my heart that Zarp TTT will be popular like it once was in the 'golden age'.
I wrote this whole thing because I feel like my motivation to keep playing the gamemode and trying to revive it had recently dropped below zero, and I do not want to be that SA that got demoted for inactivity.
Maybe I'll come back one day who knows, but not in the short term unless there's a full reboot of the server, as this is the only option I see to revive it permanently. For the time being you'll be able to find me on SSRP, and only occasionally on TTT.
These idiots made my time on TTT a bit better:
I hate this cheesy shit, Stratdick made me do this
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Blocked: I'm happy to have gotten to know you, your sense of humour is just as disturbing as mine and be sure as hell I'll keep carrying your ass on csgo.
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Stratiic: Well then. There's your mingy ass on my thank you list. It's pretty safe to say that it's because of you that I stuck around on Zarp. Your bants, your friend pissing against fences in the middle of the night. You being 17 and Swedish. We've had great times man, teach me how to bhop and I might play your shitty gamemodes.
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LineLiar: The real OG. You were like a brother to me when we nolifed TTT together. See you around bud, stay in touch.
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Hoi: Ship ahoi, matey. It was great minging around with you on TTT, your random ragemoments are hilarious. Get good at csgo and I'l carry you, Lithuanian princess.
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Walrus: My giant Lithuanian, smart, philosofical sarcast. I love you man. We had so many plans to revive the server, sad we couldn't try them all out. Message me sometimes.
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P00per: Good times man. You'll be a good SA, I believe in you.
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Perry: It's been a fun run. You're a quiet but banterous guy, good luck with further leading TTT.
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Morgan: You're a great guy, beside your thank you-whoring <3
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Paramontana: Even though your chapter on TTT was quite short, I was impressed by the dedication you put into trying to fill the the server. I'm still sad you had to leave for the wrong reasons, you're genuinly a good guy.
Don't be salty if I didn't add you, my memory is abandoning me atm.
RIP Ace January 2k15-2k16